Human Liver

08:19 pm: Wow
Hey I'm posting! Wow....I think my last entry was in july...haha Incubus this saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I absolutly can not wait!!! It's going to be glorious! And I'm done

10:30 pm: So I feel like such an asshole posting about my pitty when Brandi posts about a dear friend dying but there is somehting that I must say. I am never a violent person and I'm one of the most laid back people I know, but I finally snapped. I was so upset about my life going straight to hell that I hit my punching bag hard enough to hurt my arm and almost broke the bag. I felt horrible because that is not the person that I am. So I am asking to be left alone for a couple days. Please do not reply to this post or call me in the next few days, I need some time alone. And once again, I'm sorry for you're loss Brandi.

09:22 pm: Shit happens
So I know that I havent posted in a really long time so Here I am posting about my crappy life. It seems like everytime I get close to someone I either get cold feet or get pushed away for another guy. This is how my life goes, no matter what, and just when I finally think that I'm going to get into a relationship(rare for me I know, which makes it all the more momentous) I get pushed away again.

I am Jack's wasted heart.

I don't think that I'm such a bad guy but I still get pushed out to the street. Is this all that I'm here for? To be that guy that can be used until something better or more appealing comes along? Then to be used again when that more appealing thing goes away or doesnt work out. I guess I'm just feeling like I did something worng but I don't think that I did. I mean I am trying to improve myself after all. I'm still trying to quit smoking(however unsuccessful I've been), I'm working out and eating a bit better, I have a very succesful future to look forward to, and I feel like I'm a pretty nice guy overall. Obviously I have a better thought of myself than what really exists.

Maybe I'm just feeling like my efforts for self improvment are really nothing more than masturbation. Maybe self improvment is in fact destruction, as some Tyler fans would say. I'm so close to pulling the cord and saying fuck it. But I know that some day it will all pay off, but I really feel like drinking and smoking that thought away right now.

I'm done being a self-pitty faggot now so untill my next post,

This is my Life

01:13 pm: Just a quick Joke
A young Navy officer was in a serious car accident but the only visible permanent injury was to both of his ears, which were amputated. Since he wasn't physically impaired he remained in the Navy and eventually became an Admiral. He was, however, very sensitive about his appearance.

One day the new Admiral was interviewing three young men for the position of his personal aide. The first officer was a Surface Warfare Officer (SWO) and it was a great interview. At the end the Admiral asked him, "Do you notice anything different about me?" The young SWO answered, "Why yes, sir. I couldn't help but notice that you have no ears." The Admiral got very angry at this lack of tact and threw him out.

The second interview was with a female Fleet Support Officer, and she was even better than the first officer, and with a better file. The Admiral asked her the same question, "Do you notice anything different about me?" She replied, "Well, sir, you have no ears." The Admiral threw her out also.

The third interview was with a Navy Chief Petty Officer. He was articulate, looked extremely sharp and seemed to know more than the other two officers together. The Admiral wanted this guy, and went ahead with the same question, "Do you notice anything different about me?" To his surprise the Chief said, "Yes sir; you wear contact lenses."

The Admiral was impressed and thought, what an incredibly observant Chief Petty Officer, and he didn't mention my ears. "And how do you know that I wear contacts?" the Admiral asked.

The sharp witted Chief replied, "Well, sir, it's pretty hard to wear glasses with no f %$^#&* ears."

08:31 pm: Long Time
Well I haven't posted anything in a long time so Here I am. I don't feel much like writting right now so I'm just gonna list events...boring I know.
1) Singing duet with amy at pops concert
2)singing acoustic glycerine with dan at talent show
3)hate school more than ever
4)My job is starting to suck some big dick
5)Kate and I have another date on sunday
6)Edgerton meet tomorrow which I'm not lookiong foward to
7)I hate the Ry
8)He is fat
9)Known fact...he is not in the polish maffia
10)Sunday....haha
11)You'll see....haha
12)I'm done

07:29 pm: Shit!
WEll in recent events the school got a run down by the dogs and the man. Good lord. Bad news kids, bad news. Just about everyone that I party with from our school got busted in one way shape or form which really bites the big one. I feel very sorry for those that got the stick. Everyone seems to be upset at other people though( which seems to me like no one wants to accept the fact that they did get caught) its a retarded thing in my eyes to try to lay the blame at someone else. When in fact it was YOUR decision to drink or not and we all know the potential consequences of it. This just happend to be one of those consequences. I'm not saying that you shouldn't be mad about it. I;m just saying that we should blame ourselves for the actions that we take. I'll step off the "soapbox" because I probably sound like an idiot and move onto more fun/happy events.

For those of you that I havent told...I am going to buy a duplex this winter and rent out both sides. Then I'm going to save up again and buy another duplex in July(maybe earlier) and live in one side and rent out the other....PARTY!! Everyone will come back for summer and we will all have a place to party and crash! No parentals to worry about!! Wooo! So I am looking forward to that big time!! but other than that news...I should be getting my stacks this weekend now!! Soooo1 excited once again!

That's all I have for now! See ya later kids!

10:27 am: Break and such...
So as Spring Break is almost over and I was thinking about how my break really was. Not too shabby I'd say. Had some fun with people, other than that I had fun by myself at times just lying around, on the bus seats in by back yard, and writting some new lyrics and such. Bad news though....I wont be getting my stacks till next weekend on saturday =*( But I did lower the price on them by about $100. So now I'm getting them really cheap, which I can agree with. But also a reflection on this break....I smoked more than a Monk that set himself on fire in the street. Prolly not good but its all ok....cause we'll all float on...But it's off to get ready for the day...woo!? Later kids

10:40 am: Misc.
Alright, so I slept in again when I'm supposed to be a track...oh well. But hey, its all good cause we'll all float on. But tonight should be a good night, going out with Dan and Mike for some fun. And speaking of Dan, that song last night inspired me man! I wrote up some new lyrics that you should check out.

Just a note to my fellow drinking friends....A whole bottle of triple is great for you! I came to this discovery at Jamies bonfire the other night. Then I fell a lot but I had fun.

11:13 pm: First Discoveries....
Well, I got my livejournal set up tonight thanks to Mike and Dan. But other than that it was a pretty uneventful night. There was a bunch of stuff set up but most of it fell through the crapper. So Dan and I hung out for most of the day/night.

Oooo! and to all of you that know how excited I am about my Stacks for my truck....Saturday! Woo! Yah...that's me being excited. But for those of you that have no idea of which I speak....you'll hear it on Monday!

Other than that I am looking forward to Memorial Day weekend and the camping trip that is going to be had! Road trip? Did someone say ...road trip? Ah yes. But I'm gonna play around with this livejournal stuff. Night kids!